and so
school has started.
i dont see will much anymore.
[my heart breaks]
and i work too much, and i talk too much, and i read too much,i've been doing too much homework, i've been crying too much, i've lost a friend(s)
[as you walk out the door]
maybe i need a hobby, or i need to find ways to get rid of my frustration, or i need friends who aren't better than me, but the ones i always find are sure to be super excellent and then they find better people to match their excellence and hello i am alone again.
[but the tape keeps playing]
and i think i'll buy some books tonight. but then i'll read them all at one time.
then i'll be caught up again, and emo again, and sad again. because the books i read kinda sound like a record and they play over again because they all deal with the same feelings, settings, people, mistakes.
[and i lay on the floor]
and i'll call will again tonight...
i think kris needs to talk
[and i cry a long time]
and ill probly make some pictures, or some stories in my mind,
and maybe ill share them with a friend
[but the tape keeps playing]
and i think maybe i'll call my grandmother, its time that we talked for a while
[the damn tape wont stop playing]
and the people i talk to online have lost interesting conversations on everyone else.
my house is finished being painted, the walls are not to be touched or they will be smeared or maybe the paint will be torn by tape or pins.
so theyre blank.
and im finished writing i think.
[the tape flips over]
<3
[i stop breathing]
i dont see will much anymore.
[my heart breaks]
and i work too much, and i talk too much, and i read too much,i've been doing too much homework, i've been crying too much, i've lost a friend(s)
[as you walk out the door]
maybe i need a hobby, or i need to find ways to get rid of my frustration, or i need friends who aren't better than me, but the ones i always find are sure to be super excellent and then they find better people to match their excellence and hello i am alone again.
[but the tape keeps playing]
and i think i'll buy some books tonight. but then i'll read them all at one time.
then i'll be caught up again, and emo again, and sad again. because the books i read kinda sound like a record and they play over again because they all deal with the same feelings, settings, people, mistakes.
[and i lay on the floor]
and i'll call will again tonight...
i think kris needs to talk
[and i cry a long time]
and ill probly make some pictures, or some stories in my mind,
and maybe ill share them with a friend
[but the tape keeps playing]
and i think maybe i'll call my grandmother, its time that we talked for a while
[the damn tape wont stop playing]
and the people i talk to online have lost interesting conversations on everyone else.
my house is finished being painted, the walls are not to be touched or they will be smeared or maybe the paint will be torn by tape or pins.
so theyre blank.
and im finished writing i think.
[the tape flips over]
<3
[i stop breathing]