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Eh. being a high school grad has been ok so far. A lot less stupid things to deal with. Its made me more indecisive now. I dont know what I want to major in anymore. I want to be a teacher, but I want to make a decent living. Unfortunately in the WONDERFUL society we live in, teachers make less per year than garbage men. More education for less money doesnt fly with me. What can I say, I am selfish.
Lisa and I hung out this morning. It made me sad... but then happy. I know she is going to do amazing things, and Vegas is holding her back. I will miss her, but it is for the best. Maybe thats what I need. Change of scenery... eh fuck that. Then I'd have to pay my own way... I like living with NO real expenses. I just need to figure out where I belong.
Am I a bad person for seeing a HORRIBLE accident involving a white chevy truck... and my first thought was "I wish that truck belonged to someone else"....a specific someone. bleh. I dont know. I dont want to seem mean and manipulative, but I cant wait for the Karmic slingshot to truly snap back in the face of the people that have treated me like total shit. Is that bad?
I just need sleep.
Ive watched too much TV today. Real Love on HBO is addictive.
damn polygamists are interesing.
or maybe it is Bill Paxton's ass.
hmm... things to ponder...
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