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A crazy idea came upon me threw a dream i think it was to update this journal, im such a smartie. Well life hmm...let not talk ablout that right now i much like my imaginary world i made for myself. well i feel that at this point of my life has been a failure and i dont know or see the future as being so bright. Ive ben trew alot recently and somehow im getting closer to becomoing the depressed person i was long ago. Threr are so many things to love in life but its hard when they dont always love you back. Dont you like my non-specific writing, so little detail. But thats okay i like to hide now. Fear is a wonderful tool. it helps you seperate yourself,maybe im just in my manic mad mad fase. BUt i dont think its that now. Im very sad.