Jan 21, 2007 22:50
life's been a mess of romantic confusion.
amanda and i's "BIGGER PLANS" for thursday were completely amazing. i really enjoyed my evening, and i came to a lot of realizations about myself. "just so you don't forget... please don't, i won't."
there's this guy. ¦o)
school starts tomorrow, and i actually have a much more positive outlook on it, this time. i am feeling like this semester's going to be the one where i finally dedicate myself to it. i've got a new perspective on so many things.
why is it that boys are willing to admit that they fucked up, but they never do anything about it?
i don't quite understand anything that's going on, but it's okay because i figure i'm not doing too bad. i wish a certain friend felt the same way, but i don't know how to help him anymore.
it sucks when you do all that you can, and it's still not enough.
sometimes i get pissed that i'm not enough.