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Feb 23, 2008 16:29

my great aunt died last night of cancer. the same exact day that her mom (my great grandma) died. Feb. 22nd
my sister said that she was calling her. pretty crazy

this morning at 5, when i got up for work i saw that my mom had called me at 3am...i knew it had to be bad news. why else would she call me at such a ridiculous hour? i was affraid to call her back right away. i thought for sure that it was about my grandpa cause she told me a few days earlier that he was in the hospital. before i called her back i tried to think of every possible reason why she coulda called me so early, i kept trying to convince myself that maybe it was an accident or maybe she was getting ready for work and knew i had work that morning so decided to give me a ring...but then i remember that she doesn't work on the weekends. It HAD to be bad news. i didn't wanna call her back because i didn't want to know...but yet, i HAD to know. Just thinking about it made my eyes well up with tears. i finally gathered the courage to call her and then she told me she died. it came as such a shock to me cause i was expecting her to say it was my grandpa. She was telling me about how devestated my grandma was(her sister). i started crying just thinking about how my poor grandma was taking it.

Anyway i'm gonna go back home tomorrow and stay there for a few days. I need my family.
i have no one here.

R.I.P. ANGELA GONZALEZ(Mama Panchita)<3
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