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well, FUCK
i feel like i'm so ready to have a boyfriend again, i put myself back on my feet, got my ass into gear and have established my independence and i'm ready to have a man in my life.
of course, the one boy that i fall for isn't ready for a relationship.
well .. shit.
from dating, to not dating, to dating again, aaaand back to not dating.
i just wish the timing was different, he wasn't leaving at the end of summer, and everything would just fall into place BUT IT WONT!
and it never does, or will.
i want to just move on towards my graduation night with ease, not a worry or stress in my mind, but dammit it's not working.
someone save me before my mind explodes
i feel like i'm so ready to have a boyfriend again, i put myself back on my feet, got my ass into gear and have established my independence and i'm ready to have a man in my life.
of course, the one boy that i fall for isn't ready for a relationship.
well .. shit.
from dating, to not dating, to dating again, aaaand back to not dating.
i just wish the timing was different, he wasn't leaving at the end of summer, and everything would just fall into place BUT IT WONT!
and it never does, or will.
i want to just move on towards my graduation night with ease, not a worry or stress in my mind, but dammit it's not working.
someone save me before my mind explodes