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this past week or so i've been so extremely uptight and i couldn't even make sense of anything.
yesterday my mom blew up at me and i blew up back and when she came back home i couldn't even stand to be near her or else i would start balling.
i guess my dad told her off but i was so exhausted mentally and physically i just slept through it all hoping i would wake up somehwere completely different.
i guess when i did wake up it was somewhat different because all of us calmed down and my mom let me out after telling me i was stuck in the house for the rest of the week.
i went out thinking i would be fine but i was so far from it.everything that had happened earlier just made me so sick and i couldn't focus and i felt like throwing up the whole night.
everything that had annoyed me or pissed me off was multiplied by 50 and i just broke down.
hhmm sounds somewhat familiar
eeeh i guess today is a new day and hopefully i get some answers from everything that i'm stressed out about.
toooddaaay i go see if i'm gonna start planning surgery and then i'm probably going to go back to sleep because i'm not feeling much better.
yesterday my mom blew up at me and i blew up back and when she came back home i couldn't even stand to be near her or else i would start balling.
i guess my dad told her off but i was so exhausted mentally and physically i just slept through it all hoping i would wake up somehwere completely different.
i guess when i did wake up it was somewhat different because all of us calmed down and my mom let me out after telling me i was stuck in the house for the rest of the week.
i went out thinking i would be fine but i was so far from it.everything that had happened earlier just made me so sick and i couldn't focus and i felt like throwing up the whole night.
everything that had annoyed me or pissed me off was multiplied by 50 and i just broke down.
hhmm sounds somewhat familiar
eeeh i guess today is a new day and hopefully i get some answers from everything that i'm stressed out about.
toooddaaay i go see if i'm gonna start planning surgery and then i'm probably going to go back to sleep because i'm not feeling much better.