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i can't stand watching someone's heart break rightin front of me.
i feel like completely breaking down because someone i care about so much is hurting because of a complete idiot and backstabber
i don't know why it's affecting me so much but i'm just so extremely drained, emotionally and physically.
shawn called me twice today and both times i didnt have my phone with me.. that brought me down so much too.
i'm just waiting for that day that i can just leap in his arms and cry for ages
it's so soon but still an eternity
hopefully a good nights rest gives me a better mindset and courage for the morrow.
but in the meantime i'm so completely lost
i feel like completely breaking down because someone i care about so much is hurting because of a complete idiot and backstabber
i don't know why it's affecting me so much but i'm just so extremely drained, emotionally and physically.
shawn called me twice today and both times i didnt have my phone with me.. that brought me down so much too.
i'm just waiting for that day that i can just leap in his arms and cry for ages
it's so soon but still an eternity
hopefully a good nights rest gives me a better mindset and courage for the morrow.
but in the meantime i'm so completely lost