Nov 13, 2007 11:01
I doubt anyone who reads this will know the answers to my problems so I'm just writing this to nobody. Putting it out into the ether, hoping the universe will guide me somehow. I'm suddenly having a problem balancing melissas. There is the old melissa, the new melissa, the pregnant melissa, and the melissa of christmas past. Seriously though. Old melissa smoked and drank and had total freedom. Well sort of. And then pregnant melissa was as exciting as a self help book. I quit everything and took very drastic steps to ensure total good health for the baby. Now he's here and it's wonderful and I can't figure out how to balance out. I can't go back but I feel like a dork now. Something is missing and I don't know what. I guess it takes time to get used to everything. Maybe.
So anyway. I'm going to try to get out a little bit more so if anyone wants to see us, give a call. We both need some social activity. My worst nightmare is that i roll over in bed and ask george "did you make poopie?" due to temporary baby talk insanity. HELP