the clock's been ticking....

May 11, 2008 23:49

Its been a while. The undercurrents are very strong and continously pulling me down and I am kicking my legs hard to keep afloat. I have managed to keep my head dry and above the water all the while. On the surface, the still waters give you a totally different impression. The lake is very beautiful. I look so calm on the water.

Its been a while. Its been the most demanding of the times. I need  to hear some good news soon. Not that I cannot stay afloat for long, I can, and I surprise myself with my ability to do so, for this long. There is abundant hope and cheer within and I do not want it to deplete ever. Every day I wake up to hope and I will continue to do so.

Its been a while. I need some good cheer from the external world. Its been pending for a while. My spirit cannot be broken but it needs to be renewed with some fresh energy. I do experience the little drops of joy in my day to day life. I am positive. I am extremely hopeful for someone who has been in a bad phase for a while. 100000 things went wrong.

Its been a while. I can fight, I am and I will. Each day I am hopeful that that ray of good luck will come my way today. I do not complaint at the end of day if it doesnt. I smile. I pray. I go to bed and have a good night's sleep. Tomorrow's a new day. Tomorrow brings hope. Nothing has changed in my daily routine. I live like I live.

But its been a while.....somewhere deep within, I hear the voice say 'Its been a while'.  I am angry with the negative voice. I ignore the voice. I yearn to experience the ray of good luck. Not sure what form the luck would come by - but I would welcome it nonetheless. Tomorrow is yet another day. Tomorrow brings hope yet again. I smile. I will pray. I will go to sleep now.
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