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Birthday - 2 Months, 1 Week, 5 Days left.
Graduation - 4 Months, 3 Weeks, 3 Days left.
Bootcamp - 5 Months, 3 Weeks, 2 Days left.
Wow...time really flies...even though it doesn't. If that makes sense. Thinking about someone special lately....((sigh)). I'm never shy to just tell someone how I feel...but..I feel...scared I guess. I don't know...it's weird. All I know is that the more we talk, the more I want to be with him. :-/ I found some old journal entries from a few years ago while I was packing up some stuff last week. Funny thing is...they were from the time I had broken up with him right before 10th grade. I read them and they were from a few different days of that week and in every one of them...I noticed that I stated how stupid I am for having broken up with him because I like him sooo much. And what a mistake I've made in doing that. And now I just want to kick myself. He makes me smile, he makes me laugh....he's so great. And stupid Christina had to break up with him when we dated. And now even though we both want to be with each other....it might not happen because I leave in July and I know how he feels about me going. He is the only person I know who HATES the fact that I'm going to leave and go into the military. NOW I know why....crazy isn't it? It never made sense until I found out what he said and when Tim said he was thinking of going into the Marines, Branden said...well..that's you...it's just different. ((sigh)) Please tell me what the hell I'm feeling...cuz I haven't a clue.
Graduation - 4 Months, 3 Weeks, 3 Days left.
Bootcamp - 5 Months, 3 Weeks, 2 Days left.
Wow...time really flies...even though it doesn't. If that makes sense. Thinking about someone special lately....((sigh)). I'm never shy to just tell someone how I feel...but..I feel...scared I guess. I don't know...it's weird. All I know is that the more we talk, the more I want to be with him. :-/ I found some old journal entries from a few years ago while I was packing up some stuff last week. Funny thing is...they were from the time I had broken up with him right before 10th grade. I read them and they were from a few different days of that week and in every one of them...I noticed that I stated how stupid I am for having broken up with him because I like him sooo much. And what a mistake I've made in doing that. And now I just want to kick myself. He makes me smile, he makes me laugh....he's so great. And stupid Christina had to break up with him when we dated. And now even though we both want to be with each other....it might not happen because I leave in July and I know how he feels about me going. He is the only person I know who HATES the fact that I'm going to leave and go into the military. NOW I know why....crazy isn't it? It never made sense until I found out what he said and when Tim said he was thinking of going into the Marines, Branden said...well..that's you...it's just different. ((sigh)) Please tell me what the hell I'm feeling...cuz I haven't a clue.