Merry Chanukkah!
Well, I never decorated my Chanukkah bush...maybe next year. Christmas was nice this year. I spent it with my wonderful, fantastic boyfriend and Raz and his family. It was really nice. They are all so close and everyone was really excited to go over there. That is not at all like it is at my house. I have to go to my parents tonite for presents and I'm not excited because I'm so scared that I've done something else wrong. They think I still have a job, they don't know that I will be receiving a WF in one of my classes, and they don't know that my boyfriend is going to be moving in with me. I wish I could come clean about it all, but I just feel like such a failure in their eyes that I can't bring myself to dissapoint them again. My new year's resolution is to get my life together. To find a good job, furnish my apartment, keep up mainentance on the car, keep the apartment clean and stocked with food, and keep myself happy. Right now, I'm happy with some of my life but there is much room for improvement. I'm ready to grow up and accept more responsibility in my life.
On a happier note, I am super excited about the boy moving in. We might as well live together now, but this gives us an additional closeness. Its been almost 6 months since we've been together. Crazy. I am also excited about the pj party tonite at NV. I don't think I want to use this opportunity to be skanky, I think I will be rockin' the Hello Kitty pjs. Plus, Bronti and Pinkie (two of my very cute stuffed animals) will be making an appearance. They are very excited as well. ;)
Tomorrow, I am going to see my dad in Atlanta. I am REALLY excited to see my siblings, but I feel kinda bad because I wasn't able to get them very much. I know they'll understand, but I wish I could shower them with presents, something I've never been able to do. I don't know if my dad will get me anything because he's mad that I can only stay until weds. Oh well, whatever. I have a job interview on thurs so I have to be back.
I've got a busy week ahead between Atlanta and cleaning/organizing the apartment for the boy to move in. I know I haven't been the best about hanging out, but I promise, once I get my life in order, I will budget my time much better. Thanks for bearing with me. I know I complain alot, but I am super lucky to have what I have in my life, plus the people I surround myself with. Without being too cheesy, thanks to all those who enrich my life. It does not go unnoticed.
On a happier note, I am super excited about the boy moving in. We might as well live together now, but this gives us an additional closeness. Its been almost 6 months since we've been together. Crazy. I am also excited about the pj party tonite at NV. I don't think I want to use this opportunity to be skanky, I think I will be rockin' the Hello Kitty pjs. Plus, Bronti and Pinkie (two of my very cute stuffed animals) will be making an appearance. They are very excited as well. ;)
Tomorrow, I am going to see my dad in Atlanta. I am REALLY excited to see my siblings, but I feel kinda bad because I wasn't able to get them very much. I know they'll understand, but I wish I could shower them with presents, something I've never been able to do. I don't know if my dad will get me anything because he's mad that I can only stay until weds. Oh well, whatever. I have a job interview on thurs so I have to be back.
I've got a busy week ahead between Atlanta and cleaning/organizing the apartment for the boy to move in. I know I haven't been the best about hanging out, but I promise, once I get my life in order, I will budget my time much better. Thanks for bearing with me. I know I complain alot, but I am super lucky to have what I have in my life, plus the people I surround myself with. Without being too cheesy, thanks to all those who enrich my life. It does not go unnoticed.