*sigh* to many Problems...
i was so happy today =) I got a ton of compliments on the way i look!! my friend stephanie from guitar said that i looked gorgeous today, and that she wishes she had a camera.. becaus i look like a model. hahahah ((riiight))
Then alyssa was saying how my hair looked really complicated and cool today
Then my mom and rachel ((my sis)) complimented how pretty i look today too!!
I was like SCOOOORE gooo me for being... Me!! hehehe
Lauren's Birf-day = 2 Days
I hate the doctors!! They are making me see a freakin SHRINK!! ahhh... I'm going to like, flip out soon! Just because i was depressed and upset for a while during last year. I mean, yes i did do SOME cutting.. but not trying to kill myself, just hurting myself. and now i dont do that anymore and i'm totally "clean" and they are NOW making me go see a shrink!! and My mom is telling me that i deff. should, because i have way to many mental problems =(
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i'm all out of faith
This is how i f e e l
I'm c o l d and i am s h a m e d
Lying n a k e d on the f l o o r
Then alyssa was saying how my hair looked really complicated and cool today
Then my mom and rachel ((my sis)) complimented how pretty i look today too!!
I was like SCOOOORE gooo me for being... Me!! hehehe
Lauren's Birf-day = 2 Days
I hate the doctors!! They are making me see a freakin SHRINK!! ahhh... I'm going to like, flip out soon! Just because i was depressed and upset for a while during last year. I mean, yes i did do SOME cutting.. but not trying to kill myself, just hurting myself. and now i dont do that anymore and i'm totally "clean" and they are NOW making me go see a shrink!! and My mom is telling me that i deff. should, because i have way to many mental problems =(
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i'm all out of faith
This is how i f e e l
I'm c o l d and i am s h a m e d
Lying n a k e d on the f l o o r