trying not to get broken

[drinnocentchild]

hello there my friends, I know it´s been long since you had notices about me... well, i´m still working my ass at the hospital, sometimes I just want to drop death without caring about what they might do whit my corpse, been tired has never be pretty.
I´m not sleeping or eating well,... the hospital food sucks, so I eat a lot of candies or junk food when I have the time, just so my stomach stop bothering me, I have always been a fatty, so now I feel like a real pig.
there is not much to talk about, just death people, strange fluids, blood and stuff like that... you know the pretty things about been a doctor *evil grin*, and some other thing that some times are pretty and sometimes they are not, like studing... I hate having to study there, I love to study at home, but never at work, haha, but anyway, it doesn´t mean that I´m good at studing, hell NO, actually I suck at that... bleh, I´m such an Idiot; someday one of the doctors is gonna have my brain well cooked and with some nice whine for dinner (idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot useless bitch¡¡¡)... well, enought talking pretty about myself, he.
I miss so much to stay on-line and talk to my buddies... and drawing and painting.