i get my ends and my beginnings mixed up too
i think what i hate about this place is that things i completely forgot matttered suddenly matter again. not to me, but to everyone else. haircuts, who's dating who, what kind of car so and so has, what a huuuggee slut so and so is, who was drunk, who kissed, yatta yatta yatta. i wonder if these people will be stuck like this forever. i mean, it hasn't changed at all since middle school. the girls still sit around in bitchy little circles and the boys will prance around with football stories and it's always the same scenario played out slightly differently. i'm so damn tired of all this stupid pretentiousness. we all suck, we're all stuck in this shithole, why can't everyone just get along and address the fact that none of us are rich or movie stars or aything great? i guess they don't see it as a shit hole though, and maybe i wouldn't if i thought i'd be here the rest of my life. it's such a stupid little place full of people that take themselves way to seriously. i can't wait to leave, but i doubt tuscaloosa will be much better except there will be more people for me to complain with. i miss my asms people like crazy, i even found myself thinking of neil for a long period of time today. hahaha. it's so weird how i seem to have a better connection with people from that crazy little school than anyone else. i miss you all so much.