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does it ever feel like everything just sorta....sucks!?
my grandma passed away last night
so im going back to florida, after spending a week there a few days ago, for the funeral
i want to be there to offer support and grieve myself so i can move on
but im also a week away from finals and stressed as hell
i thought id go out tonight for a little while...something to cheer me up
i feel worse now than ever
i left thinking i really appreciate my law school friends because they actually care about my life -asking to send condolence cards to my family, picking me up early in the morning to do work with me, hugging me when i need it etc.
(tina i appreciate you too, as a side note - youre the best i love you more than anything)
but then i get out and it just seems like friendships mean nothing
i mean i understand personal issues
but i have them too...so interfering with them, whne im at my most sensitive point, is a little much
i feel like im a mess.
and i threw up. i hate throwing up. only because some random dude bought me shots. thanks dude. when i email you and we plan our dinner date, ill try to remember, no jager. gag.
my grandma passed away last night
so im going back to florida, after spending a week there a few days ago, for the funeral
i want to be there to offer support and grieve myself so i can move on
but im also a week away from finals and stressed as hell
i thought id go out tonight for a little while...something to cheer me up
i feel worse now than ever
i left thinking i really appreciate my law school friends because they actually care about my life -asking to send condolence cards to my family, picking me up early in the morning to do work with me, hugging me when i need it etc.
(tina i appreciate you too, as a side note - youre the best i love you more than anything)
but then i get out and it just seems like friendships mean nothing
i mean i understand personal issues
but i have them too...so interfering with them, whne im at my most sensitive point, is a little much
i feel like im a mess.
and i threw up. i hate throwing up. only because some random dude bought me shots. thanks dude. when i email you and we plan our dinner date, ill try to remember, no jager. gag.