and we don't ever really know.
okay so this week there have been a lot of thoughts floating through my head.
thoughts that are reflections on what went on so long ago.
maybe we've all grown up and maybe we're just kidding ourselves.
and maybe we'll find out soon enough.
personally i know that i have the capability of hurting others. and i know that others have the capability of hurting me. i just don't get why we always say we don't understand how we could all hurt the people we love so much, come on you know just as well as i do that while you're doing it it's pretty damn easy. i'm not saying that what comes after you've hurt the ones that you love isn''t hard.
it's not so much easy in the sense that you want to be doing it. it's easy in the sense that usually it comes without thinking. we .Usually. don't intentionally hurt the people that are the closest to us.
basically we all did what we wanted to do and hurt each other pretty badly, and who's to say that we can't do it again. it didn't take much for us to do it the first time, so what would be stopping us this time?
i just really don't want to rewind.
i want us to have all grown up like we say we have.
i guess we'll find out.