Sep 21, 2008 15:28
september 19 was the last time i drank.
i am a RIDICULOUSLY EMOTIONAL DRUNK.
i can't be near any electronic device that gives me access to the outside world
because i end up texting everyone and messaging everyone and pouring out all this shit that should never ever be said.
whyyy do i do thisssssss?!?!!?!?!?
i'm going to try to stay sober for a while. I NEED TO.
i'm on Day 3.
we'll see how it goes.
i wish i had an accountability partner, somebody who doesn't drink, who could be with me every single day.
all the stress from moving ...blahhhh.