Slitting My Wrists.... Slowy But Surly
who would have thought waiting is so hard to do. I am falling so deep in to depression and am starting to see black. The whole is so big i can't find my way around to navigate. When I dropped her heart, i all so dropped mine. and i have to wait for a letter before i can decide how to piece back my life and figure how and what i am going to do with it. who would have thought you could hurt someone so bad and feel exactly what is going on, feel the same pain they feel. would that person still cared if i was alive or dead, does she care enough to know that it would never happened again. i will not know until the letter shows up in that mail box. I hurt my self today, i tried to make the pain go away, to just not feel anything. i want to die, all well we never get what we really want.