Times with you were most cherished...

[drinkmeemo]

My first actual... i lost. she says she loves me, but if you love someone then why would you hurt them. i guess this is the time where she has actualy moved on and is trying to forget there was even me. so i have to pick up what ever dignity i have left and move on as well. my feelings are forever scared, and my hart forever broken. my heart says to wait for her, but my head says to fuck her and find some one new.it tares me up in side to think that someone else is going to replace what we had, all the things that we sherd, all the time and efort we put in to it, it's all gone now....

i love you ashleigh, i hope your futur is as bright as we planed it to be. take care....