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Everything I do in my life is a given. Attending college, actually going to class, eating, working, sleeping, cleaning, reading the news. These are things that are just done. I make grocery lists. I call my parents. I use a hairdryer. I own a flashlight, clorox disinfectant wipes, hand sanitizer and sunscreen. What the hell is wrong with me? And what the hell is wrong with me that I think that all this warrants asking "what the hell is wrong with me"? I feel that I've lost my individualism. It's not that I blend in now, or that I'm not unique.... I'm not the same. I've given up a part of myself and conformed somehow. I'm afraid I gave up the part that I liked.