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I learned a really big lesson today. It made me tear up but it made me feel like everything is going to be okay. So here is my lesson.
the guy i hated for months and months, the one who chose to lead me on then strike at me and stab me in the back was in my school today. Talking about why there in this rehab treatment center called dotox or something similar to that. It was Clarke. Yes i know maybe some of your jaws are dropping right now. Clarke seemed so embarresed going up in front of my whole school explaining what he did. How he would tell his mom hes going to see a movie and then go smoke pot with friends and steal money. I started to tear when he said that because i know i used to do that with him. Then they had to eat lunch with us and we were suppose to talk to them and ask them questions at lunch. I talked to clarke for alittle and he was telling me that he still smokes and has only been sober for about a week which made me feel even worse. Then ryan my love asked him for a ciggarette it was so funny- he accepted it. I still hated him though. I think he was so ashamed and guilty and probably felt like a loser to be talking in a school where he knows someone there. Then they took him away from me because hes not aloud to talk to me because hes on probation and cant speak with any of his old friends. So i walked away.
The lesson i learned, as dumb as it sounds was everything happens for a reason. I cried and screamed over him when he hurt me and i think someones looking down on me and choose for me to go threw the pain because now hes a guilty loser lying to millions of people.
thankyou whoever you are.
So Dave wants to come to see alexisonfire with me and i think thats awesome and we will have a great time.
the guy i hated for months and months, the one who chose to lead me on then strike at me and stab me in the back was in my school today. Talking about why there in this rehab treatment center called dotox or something similar to that. It was Clarke. Yes i know maybe some of your jaws are dropping right now. Clarke seemed so embarresed going up in front of my whole school explaining what he did. How he would tell his mom hes going to see a movie and then go smoke pot with friends and steal money. I started to tear when he said that because i know i used to do that with him. Then they had to eat lunch with us and we were suppose to talk to them and ask them questions at lunch. I talked to clarke for alittle and he was telling me that he still smokes and has only been sober for about a week which made me feel even worse. Then ryan my love asked him for a ciggarette it was so funny- he accepted it. I still hated him though. I think he was so ashamed and guilty and probably felt like a loser to be talking in a school where he knows someone there. Then they took him away from me because hes not aloud to talk to me because hes on probation and cant speak with any of his old friends. So i walked away.
The lesson i learned, as dumb as it sounds was everything happens for a reason. I cried and screamed over him when he hurt me and i think someones looking down on me and choose for me to go threw the pain because now hes a guilty loser lying to millions of people.
thankyou whoever you are.
So Dave wants to come to see alexisonfire with me and i think thats awesome and we will have a great time.