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work alot this week. i need $75 by friday. i'll have to borrow it. didn't speak to alicia yesterday. worked alot. possibly work on friday if i don't see alicia. i'd rather see alicia. but she's going to the city with adam on saturday so i don't think her parents will let her on a count of her having to study. gee, isn't it funny how adam starts hanging out with girls after i'm going out with them? go figure. as long a she has fun. should i be worried? i don't think so. i've been incredibly tired lately.
i miss pointless telephone conversations. i'm never home anymore. i barely ever speak to my best friends and i only speak to alicia for about 10 minutes on a good day. and noone ever calls me anymore. it's like i'm the one that has to make the efforts. i'm not saying i have bad friends or anything. i'm just saying i'm a pessimist. i'm never this pessimistic. i had aq really bad day yesterday and i just wish i could've talked to someone.
i miss pointless telephone conversations. i'm never home anymore. i barely ever speak to my best friends and i only speak to alicia for about 10 minutes on a good day. and noone ever calls me anymore. it's like i'm the one that has to make the efforts. i'm not saying i have bad friends or anything. i'm just saying i'm a pessimist. i'm never this pessimistic. i had aq really bad day yesterday and i just wish i could've talked to someone.