I'm not okay anymore...no more hiding it..

[drinkandriot]

WHY THE FUCK DOES MY LIFE ALWAYS GO TO SHIT!? I am so sick of living like this...and wat sucks is its the only way I know how to live...and they think I can just be somebody else in like 2 seconds...I dont understand...I fell so much...but then I'm still so numb...I have so much shit wrong in my life...and these...people...think I just turn it into a right...like flipping a quarter...well I might end up in rehab guys...they think I'm a drug addict schizophrenic...isnt that bullshit...Im so sick of this life...they make it seem like I'm the bad guy...especially my dad...look whos the asshole who walked out on me almost 10 years ago...and I saw like 3 times a year for about 5 years straight...and then he thinks shit can just change...I still dont look at him as a father...Idk...I'm out...hopefully I'll never come back...

take one shot for me...point the barrel at my chest...
-...empty bottles...