uncomfortable

[drink_to_forget]

i hate how every time things seem to be going so well something has to happen to make me question everything
and its always something seemingly insignificant that completely breaks me down and turns me into a complete mess
it seems stupid to even say but today i lost the one thing in the world that is completely invaluable to me
its my little bit of comfort that is with me all the time and i lost it
i reached up for my necklace today and it wasnt there and i just kind of lost it
i never even realized how often i reach for it each day until i found that it was gone
and ive looked everywhere for it and it just seems to ahve gone missing
and now it feels like ive lost a little bit of papa all over again
and it breaks my damn heart
it feels like a piece of me is missing
and all i want is to ahve it back
so i can feel complete again