done with trouble.....

[drink_to_forget]

well at least the boy anyways hahahaha

so yeah trouble....i wasnt sure exactly what to do about him, but ive let things go.......
i figured out at least part of what was making him so freaking weird
but im positive ill never know exactly what goes on in that head of his......

we are becoming better friends though which is cool, but hes got a lot holding him back from letting anybody in
so its hard to talk to him sometimes
especially when he makes it seem like he wants to talk about something, but just wont

i give up

but there is definitely more trouble in my future....
his drama, my drama, and far too many boys that always seem to get me into lots of trouble

ive already got a new boy in my sights.....
well hes not really all that new, but he is a new interest of mine
i hope ....i dont even know what i hope but whatever it is i hope its good

one day maybe all this will make sense, or maybe it never will....oh well