sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa man. I really really miss sleep. :( ofcourse my cute baby is worth it, but that doesnt mean i dont miss it. i get a good amount of accumulated sleep, but it would be nice to have uninterrupted sleep. My nights usually go like this...nate goes down around nine, wakes up 2 hours later. I change him and feed him for a bit, and then he goes back down (this usually takes about an hour). He sleeps for another 3 hours or so, and gets up around 230 or 330. ANd for some reason and just does not want to go to sleep again after that. Unless i take him to my bed and nurse him laying down, then we both fall asleep. RIght now he is in his carseat/stroller, and i think he might be dozing off. Im not getting my hopes up (well, maybe a little). I wonder how long he'll sleep for (if in fact he is falling asleep)? Its five now...we've been up since 330ish. If he could just stay asleep till 8 or so I would be thrilled. hoping hoping hoping....somehow i dont think im going to be so lucky. My aunt has sent me a bouncy seat thing. It has not arrived yet, and i cant wait to get it. Ive heard good things about these things. People say they put their baby in it and they are either entertained for hours in it or they fall asleep for hours in it. SOunds grrrrrreat to me!!! It should arrive today (crosses fingers). I have nothing better to do while i wait for him to fall asleep than to keep typing. So if this gets really boring, I apologize. Actually, im not sorry. I envy one who may read this and get so bored that they fall asleep. SLEEP. I hope you people realize how WONDERFUL it is. I obsess over sleep. I should have gotten more of it when I could!! what a fool I was! I should have spent every day of my final month of pregnancy sleeping! for some insane reason i thought my time was better spent cleaning and going for walks! BAH!! me thinks the baby has fallen asleep...dare i crawl off to bed? Cause I know the second I start to drift off he will be wide awake. well....its definately worth a try. And if he does wake up i guess ill just bring him to bed with me...