update time...
So I will reflect on what has been happening lately,
I went to see John Mayer in concert, I was surprised at how great his show was. His voice sounds exactly as it does on the albums. Great Concert! Got a shirt and beanie. Again, great concert.
It was my mother's bithday yesterday so we went to Vegas to go to Laughlin but the plan fell through and my sister did not end up getting reservations cause they were all booked up. So my mother was pissed, and we didn't even go to dinner until 9:00pm, and my mother decided not to go, and this morning my mom got me up and said we were leaving, my mom left without saying goodbye and left her cake, flowers, ballons there. So as you can guess she was pissed. I don't blame her, my sister always just thinks of herself and never goes out of her way for anyone. Then while leaving in the car my mother started crying saying she is second to everyone in her life. OH THE DRAMA, I just listened and got her to calm down, Fuck bringing up the past and reopening the wounds. The past never fades. So we came home.
I have been feeling very bad lately, light headed, upset stomach, no appitite what so ever. I don't know what is wrong with me, I just know something is not right, I feel sick, not in a cold way but an internal way. Could be my lupus/arthritis I don't know.
I bought the Ten Commandments, such a great movie for being made in the 50's.
The ONLY good thing to come out of drama is being able to turn it into lyrics. I got three pages of lyrics today, yipee. Going through that shit made me feel like I was a kid again going through the hellish inferno that was divorce it brought back those feeling for some reason.
I really need to add more but I am feeling light headed again really bad, I am just gonig to go to bed. Then write more about everything tomorrow, and about how I cleaned my filthy room.
Oh before I go, I thought this was fucking hilarious look at my brother and boyfriend... incest, woo haha....
and Johnny Depp being my best friend, cool.
Take care everyone, I hope you are all doing so very well. :)
I went to see John Mayer in concert, I was surprised at how great his show was. His voice sounds exactly as it does on the albums. Great Concert! Got a shirt and beanie. Again, great concert.
It was my mother's bithday yesterday so we went to Vegas to go to Laughlin but the plan fell through and my sister did not end up getting reservations cause they were all booked up. So my mother was pissed, and we didn't even go to dinner until 9:00pm, and my mother decided not to go, and this morning my mom got me up and said we were leaving, my mom left without saying goodbye and left her cake, flowers, ballons there. So as you can guess she was pissed. I don't blame her, my sister always just thinks of herself and never goes out of her way for anyone. Then while leaving in the car my mother started crying saying she is second to everyone in her life. OH THE DRAMA, I just listened and got her to calm down, Fuck bringing up the past and reopening the wounds. The past never fades. So we came home.
I have been feeling very bad lately, light headed, upset stomach, no appitite what so ever. I don't know what is wrong with me, I just know something is not right, I feel sick, not in a cold way but an internal way. Could be my lupus/arthritis I don't know.
I bought the Ten Commandments, such a great movie for being made in the 50's.
The ONLY good thing to come out of drama is being able to turn it into lyrics. I got three pages of lyrics today, yipee. Going through that shit made me feel like I was a kid again going through the hellish inferno that was divorce it brought back those feeling for some reason.
I really need to add more but I am feeling light headed again really bad, I am just gonig to go to bed. Then write more about everything tomorrow, and about how I cleaned my filthy room.
Oh before I go, I thought this was fucking hilarious look at my brother and boyfriend... incest, woo haha....
and Johnny Depp being my best friend, cool.
Take care everyone, I hope you are all doing so very well. :)