Floating Around Aimlessly...
I really don't know what to do with myself. I have no job at the moment and can't find much to do other then my usual collecting of music and cataloging it. I want to make electronic music so badly but lack any talent to play piano or any teacher to learn to play and have no skills or experience with Logic and i want to get it but if i don't have any of those skills then why waste the money?
I am kinda afraid to here back from Apple as this possible job with them sounds more and more like sales heavy geared stuff and what i wanted away from after i started at Apple the first time. Sigh, i guess I'm only good enough for selling and nothing else. Makes me sad. Especially if i have to turn it down cause it either does not pay enough or is too crappy of a job. I really miss Apple tho and want back in but more and more it looks like this doorway in is not so wonderful as i had hoped.
Why can't i get my shit together better. ARgg. I hate being in the state i am in and this can't continue much longer...
I am kinda afraid to here back from Apple as this possible job with them sounds more and more like sales heavy geared stuff and what i wanted away from after i started at Apple the first time. Sigh, i guess I'm only good enough for selling and nothing else. Makes me sad. Especially if i have to turn it down cause it either does not pay enough or is too crappy of a job. I really miss Apple tho and want back in but more and more it looks like this doorway in is not so wonderful as i had hoped.
Why can't i get my shit together better. ARgg. I hate being in the state i am in and this can't continue much longer...