#67
[mood: 
Sore]
I saw him hug her today, and for the first time in a long time, I smiled genuinely.
It was out of pure happiness, nor jealousy or malice. It did not promise revenge.
I'm happy he's happy with her. I'm happy she's happy with him. I'm happy with who I am, and who they are. If he likes her, she has something I don't have and maybe he wasn't actually settling for less, like I had jealously said so many times, but settling for more?
Appearances aren't everything, I may not like her as a person but if he does actually see something in her, then I have let something great go, but that's fine, I'm happy with what swam in my hands instead.
Sore]
I saw him hug her today, and for the first time in a long time, I smiled genuinely.
It was out of pure happiness, nor jealousy or malice. It did not promise revenge.
I'm happy he's happy with her. I'm happy she's happy with him. I'm happy with who I am, and who they are. If he likes her, she has something I don't have and maybe he wasn't actually settling for less, like I had jealously said so many times, but settling for more?
Appearances aren't everything, I may not like her as a person but if he does actually see something in her, then I have let something great go, but that's fine, I'm happy with what swam in my hands instead.