August 2
I feel That I need to start writing in this thing. I mean what is there to do when my gf isnt around....thats right nothing. I'm just sitting here watching some of number 23 before work. Really crazy movie that i wished i owned. But enough about the movie thats lingering in my head. GF- Awesome as always and I can't stress that enough. Lately it has been really sad because i Do not get to see her 8-10 hrs a day...now its more like 1-2 big DIFFERENCE. Although it is sad situation i have to look at the bright side. She is still mine and when i do see her it is the best part of my day. Even if work sucked to all hells end she is still the light at the end of the tunnel so to speak. Work- its ok . It is pretty much the same thing every day almost. Its sad that if it does change at all its a relief. Im not the kind of person that likes to do the same thing over and over everyday till i die. You have to atleast mix it up a bit. Family- Mom works hard like always but she seems to still be happy atleast when I see her. My dad i have no clue...I think he might love me but he doesnt act like it or say it for that matter. I think hes getting old its wierd hes been going to bed at a decent time lately which is wierd and hes been sleeping in till like 1-2 in the afternoon. It has me a little worried. Church- I have gone a couple of times in the last couple of months which isnt good. I need to atleast once a week to clear my head of all this earthly crap. I used to be so onfire for god and everything about it....atleast when i was life was better wether it be all in the head i dont care it worked. Whenever jennifer is off I want her to go with me. She is my other half so she needs to be there. Over all though my life is going almost perfect and it is on it way to perfect. But i will try to post atleast once a week. I think daily is too much and my life doesnt have much action or drama to talk that much anyways. which i think is good. Well I'm off......./