and i always though avram's only redeeming quality was that he was "such a nice guy"

[driedruesunday]

And apparently, EVERYONE KNEW. Everyone knew he was cheating on me except for me. I hung out with ALL of them, in Bob's, all the time. I can't believe them. No one said anything. One of them has a good explanation. Another one of them hung out with me often over break, and he will die.

I am so embarassed, angry, sad, grieving, upset, anxious, irritable, every single negative feeling. EXCEPT for guilt.