I’m shaking my head in your complexity…
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*sighs*
The start of Summer Concert Suck-Up Season has officially arrived.
I’m only going for two this year…so hopefully it won’t be too bad lol
Goo Goo Dolls and Pulse fest (newsboys, Jeremy Camp, (tobymac and Salvador…not a fan of either of those though))
GGD is more expensive than random CCM shows, and I can’t stand the other artist with them (Counting Crows)…and Pulse is semi far drive with $20 parking lol. (yea…the tickets were free…and then you see parking is $20…how stupid) My mom likes Goo Goo Dolls, and likes NB, Jeremy Camp, AND Toby Mac. She likes 3 artists at a show I want to go to where I only like two. Yea…hopefully…hopefully.
but yes…yay for vaccuuming the entire house, along with the garage. Washing all the windows and mirrors…and…erm…okay so that’s all I’ve done so far. The office desperately needs to be cleaned though…so that’ll be a biggie.
Tomorrow is Stacy’s graduation party. That’s weird. Maybe it’s just weird because I’ve been so far removed from the school life, so it’s like “…wow…that went fast”. Who knows.
Bleh. I hate being energized at night. It’s so stupid. I’ve been waking up at like 10:30-11:00 the past few days, and it’s super super lame.
hahaha…wow…I’m definitely listening to a funny song, and it is indeed making me laugh.
Yay for forgetting to take my iPod off after I came in here from washing windows. Indeed.
Had some CRAZY amazing God times today. That’s becoming a common thing with me as of late. I’m certainly not complaining…at all.
I think I finally got my ‘Parents days’ gifts done. A month after Mothers day, and two days before Fathers day. Yea…I TOTALLY don’t procrastinate! I decided to make it super super lame and just do pictures…I was gonna have some video in there, but my DVD recorder has been acting super super weird lately, which definitely isn’t cool.
I’m in such a shallow mood lol…so yea…if you’re reading this and wondering what in the world I’m talking about…rest assured, I’m clueless as well. Just feel like babbling.
I took a shower like….7 hours ago, and I already feel really gross. Boo for being stupid and taking a shower, then cleaning the house lol. That’s just…so unsmart in every possible.
Damien Rice is amazing. Truly amazing.
Haven’t really had the chance to talk to a few people in a few days…and it makes me sad.
I wish I didn’t have such a bad memory. I hate mailing things. I always forget. Not tomorrow though. Bleh.
My guitar is pretty much my obsession at the moment. What’s new, eh? This has been a very God-driven, guitar-driven month. And it’s been fun.
So we’re about to clean out my grandparents basement. You really don’t understand how AMAZINGLY daunting that is. It has like…three rooms in it…it’s so not cool lol. Each room is PACKED. One with laundry, clothes for the great-grandkids, random things, another with like…well…I pretty much refer to the second room as “natural disaster insurance”…you wouldn’t BELIEVE how many multiples of food, laundry detergant, etc they have down there, as well as a bathroom…it’s so crazy. And the last room (which runs the length of the other two- so it’s like the two rooms- just without the wall lol) has got the piano, desk stuff, a living room looking area, some old as crap radio (that’s like…5ft long, 2ft high lol) then a pool table, and basically a bedroom (full sized bed and a dresser).
Yea…pretty much like…30-40 years of stuff is down there.
But for the past few years, they’ve been having flooding problems down there, so my dad’s putting some weird gunk all around the floors- to stop it all up…so of course this means basically taking everything out.
It’s crazy beyond belief. So many good times were spent down there though. It was like ‘grandkid central’ at family get togethers at their house.
ACCKCKKKKK ‘Strong Tower’ just came on my iPod, which is on ‘Hold’ and in my pocket…I’m really not digging the idea of getting it out and changing it (because then I’ll get weird and keep skipping until I find EXACTLY what I want to hear) but I don’t want to hear this song lol. Why I have it on here, I have no idea. Pretty much my least favorite song the guys themselves wrote. It’s so…I dunno…I think it’s the vocals more than anything. It’s so…dry.
So I guess it became officially official today that Mr. Joel is once again signed….because that hasn’t been the case for a blahillion months already, and it totally hasn’t been said more than like…5 times lol. Ah well. I guess it’s good stuff. I don’t really have any real thoughts either way, especially not knowing what the contract requires and all that good junk.
blah! I’m tired.
And hah! Strong tower just went off! wahoot. Went into Plus One’s ‘Outlaw’…goooood stuff indeed!
…I smell like Windex. definitely nasty.
I’ve been thinking about friends a lot lately, after a Proverb I read. Definitely made me think. Just thinking about the friends I have, or have had, and my motive in becoming their friend, what they bring to the table, what I could bring to the table that I’m not, what I’m currently bringing to the table (good/bad)…it pretty much reaffirmed my thought that relationships are horrendously tricky.
*sighs*
What you see is what you get with me
and I’m shaking my head in your complexity.
It’s like I’m talking to the eighth wonder of the world,
you’re a mysterious enigma in the shape of a girl. (except change girl to guy lol)
Go now or slow down,
what’s it gonna be?
My heart is racing
but you’re too hard to read.
Your hand is quicksand
and I’m in too deep.
I want to kiss you
but you give me the cheek.
(come on in)
Sit next to me ask what’s on my mind
I’m spitting it out, look into my eyes.
There’s this connection,
sweet affection at a quarter to three.
I’m getting pulled in both directions,
getting harder to breathe.
Incarcerated,
be my valentine.
Could I stop loving?
You’re one of a kind.
Incarcerated…. could I stop?
Go now or slow down
what’s it gonna be.
My heart is racing
but you’re too hard to read.
Your hand is quicksand
and I’m in too deep.
I want to kiss you
but you give me the cheek.
…and then there’s that ^ *rolls eyes* always oh so lovely. Geesh, you’d swear I was like…12 again. I hate confusion.
Especially confusion you didn’t see coming.
haha I’ve noticed a lot of my split second decisions happen at night. This is why I generally force myself to sleep on ideas. I’ve made some HUGE mistakes in the past because of this. It’s kinda like…drunken phonecalls, but replace drunk with “sleep deprived” and phone calls with “emails”…and we’d be in pretty good shape.
I guess I shall go to bed. I’ve definitely rambled enough for one night.