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Aug 17, 2005 15:23

I need more.
Right now.
It can't wait.
At all.

I did it once, liked it...so I did it more and more and more.
Now I don't have any left and I can't keep hold of my money to buy some, so I'm going insane from not having any...but I'm not gonna get any for free, so I'm basicly screwed.

I was supposed to get some for someone for her birthday a while ago, which I didn't since the person I got mine from is in jail.

But if I do somehow get any for her, I'm sad to say, but she aint gonna get it because I won't be able to give it away since I havn't had any in such a long time.

I thought stopping would be good since it fucks you up so bad, but it's just made everything worse....

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Also, wtf....
All summer I had liked 1 pimple...then school is coming up, and all of a sudden there's like 50
wtf
fuckin gay

I'd shoot them...but ya know...that'd kinda result in death....but who knows, maybe it'd be for the best...

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My birthday is on Tuesday, I havn't told anyone (except here) because I don't want any gifts or anything, I don't deserve them.

I'm supposed to be getting some shit from ccs from my parents, but they keep saying it costs too much...so I'm basicly going to have nothing new on my birthday, and no new clothes (ccs) or anything for school.

SO basicly...to make it simple, summer completely sucks and I have no idea why I'm typing this instead of wasting away my life and mind infront of the television like I have been doing since no one wants to hang out or anything.

Yay for me, I just wasted like 15min typing all this bullshit that no one cares about.
Or atleast that's the vibe I get since no one comments.

-Joe
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