my own bed. my own shit.

Feb 20, 2006 15:31

after ignoring school for a while, I'm suddenly trying to do well again. Not much damage, again, (besides maybe that fucking calc class, damn you to firey hell, calculus!) but i suddenly have like 3 papers due at once, and no sleep. Its my own bed, my own shit. Whatever. Why do I punish myself like this? Arrrrg.

I still hate school. My manic-ness has decreased somewhat but i still don't want to be here. I just get that sinking feeling that there is no escape for me. The middle class is dieing. Sustainability is nonexistent. My world is coming to an end. Soon, I'll be the blood greasing the minimum wage gears of capitolism again.

man. fuck.

In other news, my crazy turkish roommate has decided he wants to move in with this girl he *just* met. She has kids, he hasn't met them. Is he deperate to get laid or desperate to leave the apartment? Now what do we do about Andrew, the man who the turk took in who pays no rent? I'd hate to kick him out right now, but Hakan is no longer here. Andrew says he intends to move out in a couple months when the lease runs out anyway. I suppose it doesn't hurt anyone to let him stay, but .... what the eff. And this too shall pass, I suppose. What do I do about my next living situation? My head is spinning. I think i want to live alone.

I have a lot of dishes and laundry to do. and homework. lots of homework.

fuck!
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