May 05, 2005 12:04
Well guys, we had a Cinco de Mayo party in class today, and well it was ok, had alot of pizza, and some Mexican food, lot of drinks, candies, and also CHEESECAKE!!! yah, yummm yummm lol.. also stuck on the movie, "The Notebook" and yah, it's good, It's been a while since I've seen it, it was about 2months ago, when I went over to Janielle's house with Melinda, Cynthia, Victor, Amanda, and me, well yah, I want to see the movie over again, I should get it, just so that when ( or if =) ) Janielle comes over to my house this weekend ( which I can't wait... ) we can watch it together, cause I like the movie. =) ( So what if it's a chick flick ) haha, but yah, I can't wait till I can see Janielle again.. I need to show her how much I love her... or do I? I just don't know anymore, but I do know one thing...that I love Janielle with all my heart.. and I hope she knows that, She will always be on my mind, and in my heart... I love you Janielle.. always and forever. Well I guess, cause like 5 people have already asked me to help them with something I'll rap this up a bit, I miss Janielle, soso much.. I wish I could see her everyday, and although we haven't been talking as much, I still love her so much, nothing will get in the way of that, she will always be my one true, and eternal love... my love that I have never felt for anyone... She is the one I wish I could be with forever, and I hope my dreams come true.. even though we haven't talked as much, I can see how much she loves me from everytime she says she loves me, and misses me, and every time I've heard her shed tears from her eyes ( I'm soooo sorry Janielle... I never ment to make you cry... ) I can see the sadness and pain, and love from not seeing me, and her missing of me, it's true and pure like mine, a love that won't be broken, no matter what the situation... When school is over, everything will change, we will always get to talk to each other, we will have alot more time to see each other, alot more happy days together, whole days spent with each other, for us to hug, kiss and cuddle... I wish that those days would last forever.. because they are the days I long for.. she is my light in darkness.. she is my love within my sorrow... she is my everything... and I hope that she knows that... "They are like shooting stars, glittering magic of god, so beautiful and quiant, but gone so fast" the days that I'm with her don't seem to last, but I cherish every minute of it, and she knows that, I wish those days lasted an eternity, an eternity of happiness... She will always be my light in dark, my love within everything.. my truth and my life, for she is will always be a special part of my life... I love her with an eternal love, which has no end, she is my girlfriend, my love, my happiness, my everything...
Chris~
I will love, and DO LOVE Janielle always and forever!!!