Feb 20, 2007 13:23
I only ever write in this when the cards are down
I generally complain about the fact that things arent going so well
Or i pretened that things are great to make it seem like they are
I guess im doing neither of those right now tho, cause i think im
pretty content. While walking home from a gas station at 1 in the morning
while alternating one hand in a pocket to protect them from the cold, I think
that i started believing in myself in a new way. I started beleiving myself.
All the things i say to myself about who i am i started to seem logical.
I beleive in my ambitions. Maybe just for once they are obtainable, but im content
with that. My ambitions have always ended up throwing me down to the ground but
for once they are helping me get back up. Goodmorning