You've come a long way, baby.
I'm reading old journal entries, for fun. Dunno how FUN it actually is. But anyway... reading a lot of them from 2005, I have come SO FAR with my self-esteem and outlook on life. When Richard broke up with me, it really messed me up. I was sad and miserable and felt useless and worthless and like I had ruined my life thinking I was moving to England. I felt stupid and I didn't know what I was going to do. Funny how a fucking dude can do that to you, eh? Pathetic is really more like it. Anyhow, my friends were all there for me and helped me through, and I slowly got my "groove" back, so to speak. Reading those posts, they're so sad. I felt SO horrible about myself and my life. And now, I'm happier than I've ever been, with myself, my life situation, everything.
I'd like to say thank you, everyone, for being so supportive during that time. Even though it was 5 years ago, it was a very hard time, but you all had a hand in the amazing happiness I feel every day now, and in how wonderful my life is now. xoxoxo!
I'd like to say thank you, everyone, for being so supportive during that time. Even though it was 5 years ago, it was a very hard time, but you all had a hand in the amazing happiness I feel every day now, and in how wonderful my life is now. xoxoxo!