Jul 27, 2005 23:30
So i went to the doctor today and turns out that i'm sick, but he doesn't quite know what it is. I was tested for mono and that was negative. See i have some swollen glands in my neck which are swelling the inside of my throat, but that doesn't hurt it really isn't even bothering me. Also, the glands under my arms are swollen and they do hurt. For those who aren't doctors we call these glands the liphnods. Its kind of scary though the doctor told me if the glands don't go down in the next 2 weeks or i get worse see him right away ASAP.I've come to the conclusion that i have cancer. The way i see it if i think i have cancer then when the swelling goes down and i'm fine again i can say, " man i'm glad i don't have cancer", and then i can be that much more happy. Maybe years from now i can think back to that time when i thought i had cancer and laugh. I really hope it isn't cancer.
I've just scared myself and need to crawl up in a ball in a corner and suck my thumb. I'll talk to ya'll later.