Feb 17, 2005 00:18
ahhhhhhhhh.... i really don't like my major right now. In the beginning i knew that there would be work lots of it i just didn't see it piling up like this. Ok so i have project due in design on wedensday and i have my drawing II project due monday. Now its not possible for a single person to do all this work. On the design thing i have paint it using the value scale and it shes grading on accuracy of the work, holy shit that means countless hrs of work. So for the drawing II i have a big drawing due monday involving recreating a collage by drawing it and shading it with pencil it may not sound hard but its a hell of a lot of work. I'm just wondering how in the world one person can due so much oh yeah i forgot i also have a 4-6 page paper due tuesday. Well i know i'll figure out someway to finish it all and i know i'll make a good grade on it all it's just for now that i'm having a total meltdown.
ok know that i'm done complaining sorry for all of that. I'm going to talk about what adam updated about recently. As most know i'm a graphic design major but i've always had ambitions of being other things, but i changed my mind because i didn't see them as practical. One, i've wanted to be a chef for yrs. not many people know that about me. i just didn't see it as lucrative or even achievable.two, i want to be a comic book artist and make my own "image comics" a comic book firm that is worth millions of millions of dollars. So you wonder how did i come up with graphic designing, simple it was the second best thing and you can find work in many different fields. What made me think of it was that in side of a comic i was reading it had the title of the people who made it and one of them was a Graphic artist and it struck me i can do that and still work for a comic book. Now i'm souly just praying for any kind of work and i'll take what i can get. In 10yrs i want a nice home, a sweet family and beautiful view with no debts. its a wonderful dream and thats it, its simply a dream and that scares me. I'M FREAKING OUT!