This goes out to no one.
Nobody Knows
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
But these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
Just like a jigsaw puzzle, it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now, you know, I'll be loving you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
Nobody knows it but me
Im thinking maybe my mother was right all along, about something being wrong hormonal. Ive got one defective gland for height, having another messed up with emotion is possible. On the way home i started to cry, and im not sure why. My dad has been trying to help me with my life and where its going and i snapped at him for no reason. I was on prozac along time ago and i did not like the way it felt. I may find a counsler to talk to but i really dont want to become medicated again. I did not feel like myself.
I had a good talk with a friend tonight. I wish i was able to get closer to her but she does not want that, and im ok with that. Shes still one my better friends if not one of the best. Maybe time will change things, maybe it will change me...
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
But these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
Just like a jigsaw puzzle, it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now, you know, I'll be loving you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
Nobody knows it but me
Im thinking maybe my mother was right all along, about something being wrong hormonal. Ive got one defective gland for height, having another messed up with emotion is possible. On the way home i started to cry, and im not sure why. My dad has been trying to help me with my life and where its going and i snapped at him for no reason. I was on prozac along time ago and i did not like the way it felt. I may find a counsler to talk to but i really dont want to become medicated again. I did not feel like myself.
I had a good talk with a friend tonight. I wish i was able to get closer to her but she does not want that, and im ok with that. Shes still one my better friends if not one of the best. Maybe time will change things, maybe it will change me...