Sniff, sniff
He's gone.
Left at like 6:00 this morning.
He won't be back until July 12th.
That's forever...and a day.
Monday is our one month. Wrote him a letter that I gave him last night, told him not to open it until Monday...sigh.
There's not much point to doing anything, seeing as how he's not here. Got dressed, sure, but jus in my HOPKINS flannels and old recital t-shirt. Didn't even bother putting in my contacts or anything. Jus been moping around the house, having a good cry every now and then.
Yes, I cried. Cried last night in the car on the way home. But I couldn't help it. He was holding my hand, and kept, yknow, rubbing his fingers along the back of my hand, sending this jolt down my spine with every touch...and he would kiss each finger, and I just kept feeling like he was the most wonderful person in the world...but he's gone. I cried when he kissed me good night, knowing it'd be my last kiss until he gets back. And he wiped away a tear and whispered, "Shh, don't cry, I love you..."
I love you, too, Daniel...
-drez
Left at like 6:00 this morning.
He won't be back until July 12th.
That's forever...and a day.
Monday is our one month. Wrote him a letter that I gave him last night, told him not to open it until Monday...sigh.
There's not much point to doing anything, seeing as how he's not here. Got dressed, sure, but jus in my HOPKINS flannels and old recital t-shirt. Didn't even bother putting in my contacts or anything. Jus been moping around the house, having a good cry every now and then.
Yes, I cried. Cried last night in the car on the way home. But I couldn't help it. He was holding my hand, and kept, yknow, rubbing his fingers along the back of my hand, sending this jolt down my spine with every touch...and he would kiss each finger, and I just kept feeling like he was the most wonderful person in the world...but he's gone. I cried when he kissed me good night, knowing it'd be my last kiss until he gets back. And he wiped away a tear and whispered, "Shh, don't cry, I love you..."
I love you, too, Daniel...
-drez