Sep 02, 2006 10:37
something alive is moving through me.
i'm trying to not binge-eat. i'm trying to write. i'm trying to not be an alcoholic. i'm trying to be a person.
nelson was amazing. i met girls named naomi and alicia, the first being incredibly like siobhan and the second being comparable to dru (there's no such thing as a coincidence). j. hock was there, and flow. so were mushrooms and a terrence-like figure called dan. i put all of these choice elements together and
-got into an argument about kerouac: "it's bullshit because i'm 19 and i've lived all that"
-spun the stars above a beach, alone and complete and completely alone
-got lost
-rode a bike with a music box
-dumpster-dove (have scrapes to prove it)
-had one long giggly conversation about THE TRUTH and energy and the psyche and dating
there was a man called odis who said "i don't care about food so much as i care about crazy" and this made me take him to vancouver, where we were mostly silent and walked all night, saw some sights.
i would love to make a real entry about this but i have camping to do. just know that i am king of the road, that there are real shining beautiful people all over, and that soup kitchens are holy.
everything is holy and i'm alive right now!