Nov 03, 2005 04:56
ok so im sittin here readin some of my journal entries.. and i say lol entirely way too much!! wtf?! i sound like some ditzy girl.. which i pray to god i am not turnin into that!! *shakes my head at the thought*
so i was def outside gettin some fresh air and what did i see...
but a beautiful butterfly and all of the sudden another beautiful butterfly came along they like played/flirted (i guess thats what u would call it) for a second and looked all happy and then they went seperate ways.. heh so i was thinkin why cant my life be all happy and beautiful like that??? why cant it? it can huh.. lmao yea so i dunno whats goin thru my mind right now.. i guess some confusion of who i really am.. hmmmm i just really need to get away from cc.. this place is really drivin me insane!! like i need to go. im def not gonna know anyone wherever i move cause unfortunatly i didnt really keep contact with anyone.. but im def gettin in contact with some people that i have really missed! :) xoxo to those people.. and dont feel left out because i didnt tell u because i havnt told many people..
well.. im gonna go for now.. im talkin to jake and im tryin to understand what he is talkin about and i feel like a complete moron because i have no clue.. *sighs*