May 06, 2006 21:29
I'm having a panic attack.
As far as I know, it wasn't triggered by anything. I'm sitting on my couch, half-watching Trading Spaces and reading my friends' LJs. The girls are sleeping upstairs. Ruggy's still not home, but they've only been practising for an hour and a half, so I'm not concerned at all...
I haven't had one since the Thanksgiving weekend. I can't calm down, everything sounds extra loud and harsh, the TV sounds like it's being fast-forwarded and I feel like I'm moving in slow-motion. I can hear my heartbeat in my ears and my teeth feel like they're vibrating. And I have a piercing ringing in my ears.
I hate this. -_-
*sigh* And it was just today, I was thinking I hadn't had one of these in months and maybe I wouldn't get them anymore. Haha. Joke's on me.