you can't always get what you want

[drewlove]

strange how my emotions work. i was miserable without a job and now i'm miserable with one. okay, it's actually the pressure that's making me miserable. sigh. it's only my 3rd day and i'm already dreading going to work. but i am better off than most people. i should just think madonna in '96. i can't even begin to imagine the pressure she felt before filming "evita". then she got pregnant and she had to dance that wild tango in "buenos aires" and she was scared she'd lose her baby. okay, maybe this is too o.a. an example but i have to think i'm fortunate.

anyway, i gotta look busy.