not much to say other then time has passed and i am still confused
well there are many things going on in my life. The problem with me right now is i dont know what i should do with my life now that i know college is not for me. I am very confused. I am also making ends meet at the apartment but barely making it. the other new thing is that were i work i cannot get full-time!!! This is gonna crush me but i may have to look for another job. But before i do that i need to find out if Old navy does Health insurance or at least can give me lots of hours. things are going down hill fast financially i am kinda in a bind and i need health insurance but i cant afford any if dont get more hours from somewere but the best part is if i am to find another job i need to find transportation casue i cant drive which brigns up another bill i need a car and i need car insurance i also need my liscence. I am not content right nwo i got a lot on my mind and its driving me nuts. I also have to think about christmas. gah i think the most important thing here is i need health insurance casue i am to have surgery at the age of 21 id rather not be a hobo soon after my operation and i cant really ignore the operation either nto unless i want to die a very early age! There is just a lot to worry about i am practically burning my other job to the ground because i choose old navy over it!! and that one i know can giv eme health insurance grrrr i am messing up my life and i am on the brink of debt things are nto looking good i dont know what to do. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO OWE ME MONEY PAY UP NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM BROKE AND I KNOW HALF YOU DONT EVEN PAY ANY BILLS. grrr i am never lending money to anyone ever again.