Sep 28, 2004 20:22
life is hard when it has no meaning. i've never felt so low. no one to blame out but myself, so now i have to make things right. if not, i'll just sink deeper towards the bottom. where did it all go wrong? i have forgotten when. i'm always failing the trials i'm face with. i just hope that these tortured days will have an end. i'd give anything to forget the thoughts that plague me. what do you do when you want to forget a broken past? fucking up is how your learn, i know, i've been here before. but when the truth lays out before you, it has you dying cold. searching for a way out, i can't let this last forever. now i will confront what i've fought with for so long.
MOSH
in my soul i know what is gone and what remains. fearing that time will break me, i doubt i'm strong enought. as my life slips through my hands, i feel my heart grows cold. what can you do when your fate unfolds before you? holding onto what's left of myself. i lost my fucking faith, now i want it back. i swear that one day i'll be myself again. through the years, i've lost myself. through the years, i've grown scared. holding onto what's left of myself, time seems to work against me, but i won't wait in pain. i swear that one day, i'll be myself again. now i see how this life was meant to be, what i am, what i've become, is all that i have left.