DEATH THREAT DEATH THREAT is all i listen too. i can't take it. a lot of the songs are like they were written for me. by me. exactly about my life. and how i feel
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Hm. Hell, you know better than I do where you're at at what'll help or harm you. If that's the case, the very very best thing is to have someone you can talk to in person who'll just listen and understand and such.
It's good that you know, even partially know, where the trouble's coming from in you, though. That kind of shit doesn't go away overnight, and it doesn't go away over a couple months, but you've gotta keep grinding away at it--what other choice is there, really?
Because you know, even if it pisses you off to know, that giving up is the worst thing you can do. Because if you give up, then not only will you regret the stupid things you ended up doing, you'll regret that you had a shot (even a really slim shot) at changing the real underlying problem and didn't go for it. That makes for a kind of bitterness that gnaws at the soul and is worse than all the other bad shit piled on top of itself.
Changing yourself is hard. It's the hardest thing there is. But it's one of the only things there is that matters, since it makes possible all the other things that matter--like being close to people you care about and being able to be happy.
It's good that you know, even partially know, where the trouble's coming from in you, though. That kind of shit doesn't go away overnight, and it doesn't go away over a couple months, but you've gotta keep grinding away at it--what other choice is there, really?
Because you know, even if it pisses you off to know, that giving up is the worst thing you can do. Because if you give up, then not only will you regret the stupid things you ended up doing, you'll regret that you had a shot (even a really slim shot) at changing the real underlying problem and didn't go for it. That makes for a kind of bitterness that gnaws at the soul and is worse than all the other bad shit piled on top of itself.
Changing yourself is hard. It's the hardest thing there is. But it's one of the only things there is that matters, since it makes possible all the other things that matter--like being close to people you care about and being able to be happy.
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