things are fucked up inside my mind

Aug 21, 2004 15:28

PUSHING BACK the way it used to be
my mind is shut, i want to push it away
it's just another wasted day, i'm giving up
i just don't give a fuck, because nothing's the same

woo woo woooooo! gotta work 10pm-6am today. inventory. WHAT? lame. i'm gonna go to fingers party first and get as fucked up as I can. just because i think it will be funny.

i had this shot at fitz last night. don't remember what it was called or what was in it. tasted real sweet like peanut butter. goooood shit.

i smoked this weed last night that was siiiiiiiiiiiiick. $25g shit. i was fucking gone like I hadn't been in a while.

my dad thought i was inside the apartment so i guess he locked the top lock you can only get too from inside. so i just rang the doorbell til he answered haha.

whatever. i started taking some fish oil supplement. i think it will be a good thing.

uhhhhhhhhhhhh.

maybe it's working. if eel strangly happy. not like i have anything to be happy about. i'm just not DOWN or whatever for no reason. i'm just chill. hopefully it keeps up. i like it.

anywayyyyyyyyyyyy

i keep thinking of all these WORDS i wanna get tattooed on me. haha. no pictures. just words everywhere. i was reading this book and came across this sick line that jumped out and said "PUT ME ON YOUR BODY" and it goes

how can you hide from what never goes away

i love the progression on the lyrics for CARRY ON.

"YO WE'RE EDGE WOO WOO YEAHHHH"

"MAN I'M FUCKED IN THE HEAD AND I WANT TO DIE YOU CAN TELL I'M ABOUT TO START DOING DRUGS/ALLREADY HAVE..."

i like the 2nd better...

take my hand, we'll walk this romance
until it's bitter end
humming songs in the key of faith in me just fucking leave me, because the word on the street is that i'm fucked, I'M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND
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